Friday, April 19, 2013

Changed

Well, think that I changed a lot. But I think it's what we talk about grow up. Many things changed around us every minute every second. What do you feel?

2008, the first year in high school. I was a brainless student and without target student. Always follow what people said, listen what teacher orders. Not many friends, alone to canteen everyday and eat the same stall almost everyday. I joined 24 drum that year. I like drum that time, but somehow, I quit the society next year because of some reason. Around mid year I met a girl, Jenice. She's pretty, like to smile, know many things that I don't know. 25 August, she be my girl. She made me be strong and confidence.

2009, still the same life like last year. But everyday I went to my girl's class and chit chat. This is what we did in junior right? I switch my society to Invention and Design (IND) society. I switch with my girl that time. Quite active in the society, enjoy the activities. That year is our school 90th year celebration, we had an huge event. We did a rubegoldberg almost a class room length, miss the moment we did together very much. I was in an awesome class, but many friends leave after that year. Around September, my girl be my ex-gf. Back to single life, 1 year 10+ days.

2010, it is the year that start to change my life. I become one of the committee in the IND society. Met a nice friends, we become buddies. They are fun, we share fun everyday. We had two cool and talent friends, they are Samuel and Wei Xing. They act like a actor, performed on the stage. We got fun from them, actually I still keep those videos on my computer! :D A friend, we called him Obama. He recommend me a phone, I bought. That's HTC HD2. This is my first smartphone and my first journey on HTC. I chased a girl, KX. Failed. We joined Sport Days that year, much of fun that time. We did some crazy actions during the sport day.

2011, finally my class is at the highest floor of the building. We were ready to prepare PMR for it. Met few friends good in music, drummer, guitarist and violinist. We had a group singing exam, we sang Marry You- Bruno Mars. That's very crazy, we got the highest marks in the class WOOHOO! I met a girl, she has a pretty heart and caring. We chatted almost everyday non-stop. One day, we become couple. After one week we broke the relationship.  Joined class trip that time to Lanjut, had fun right there. But keep raining everyday. Before holiday, I receive an invitation that's be one of the committee in Science camp for next year. I was very happy got the chance and learn more things in it. In the holiday, joined leadership camp.

2012, the year that everyone afraid. I was in Science stream. Very hard year, everybody afraid going to retain. But we success :D We joined choir competition, got into finals! We didn't get any trophy but we enjoyed. Thanks to Samuel my best buddy, he did very well that time. Joined Hunger No More camp, the first time I hunger for 30 hours. Nice experience, let me know more bout hunger and what is happening at the opposite earth. I chased a girl for almost 1 year and 2 months more, she's Samantha, very pretty, gorgeous, has a sweet smile and looks like an angle to me. But she switch to international school at last. The first time I feel very hurt and sad to a girl. The first time I joined Science camp, the first time be committee in a camp. I was 副营长, it is a nice experience and learnt a lot of things actually. During leadership camp, we still alive on 23 December. HI!

2013, time to face the final exam for my high school SPM. Feel lazy and pressure for this year. Not really good result in exam. But I will work hard and play hard! We are joining English Choir Competition this year too, the leader is Yuen Loong. He's a good leader and pro in musical a lot. Hope finals will be with us.........

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Life is not perfect

Long time didn't update in here. Cause I was busy sometime and nothing to share her. Actually is lazy to type.

Last Friday, it is a big event in our school, the carnival. My society sold fried chicken and fried hot dog. Good business, 4 hours can't even relax too. We relax while we waiting for the chicken and hot dog fried. But the students still waiting for it. Some of them waiting for 1 hour to buy, thank you everyone. The carnival end, we just left 30 pieces chicken we haven't fried. We earned a lot that day, 1st time many people and not enough to eat. Nice experience. But I fell sorry cause I was unfair. Besides, our school had a special event that's Cosplay Competition. It is the 1st year create the event. If next year still on going, I trust next year will more people join our carnival than before.

At 10.20am was my free time, the carnival start from 8am. Before I rest, I saw her was holding a big white bear. I was shocked, someone gift her a bear. Thought she help a friend to hold, but it is wrong. Okay, it is not a big problem she had a bear. The terrible thing is, my friend told me that bear is gift by my friend who same class with me. I was shocked that time, my mood sink into the well. That time I fell was... complicated. That boy, he get the bear in the carnival. He spent a lot of money in the games and get some bears. Not only gift her, also gift the other girls. What is he thinking about? Gift bear to a girl is normal, but will you gift a bear to a hi bye friend or a new friend? Am I selfish? I'm not talking about that. I was busy to sell foods for my society, he was playing games, get the bears and gift her. I bet she was very happy, cause she want it very much. I wish I can get one for her too, but I can't. It is complicated. She is happy and treat him good than me, maybe. I have a bad feeling  he will trick her. Because of you, her phone was stolen.

Try to treat her good. Try to make her happy. Try to care her. Try to help her to solve problem. Try to make her dream come true. I had tried before and did some. But, it useless sometime. Maybe she get it how I treat her. I still failed. Almost 1 year after a month, still the same. Because of feel? I don't know. You will think I'm childish and think a lot. Maybe? It is really complicated. If you think it is a joke, just ignore it and just act it is a bed time story.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Take it easy

Have long long time didn't TOUCH this blog. And I know that nobody will visit my BLOG. All the DUST and WORMS...

Many things happen. All the PROBLEMS are SOLVE. About friendship, relationship and love...Well, I don't know wanna say what..

18/4/2011~~~25/4/2011
it's really a nice memory and I left many memories during this 7 days. Happiness, sadness, cheerful etc. I done the BAD decision and done a GOOD decision. But, just feel that I'm very sorry in it. Thank you and sorry, hope you can grow up and learn more things. You can do it and trust you can do it! But, please take some time and don't rush...I know it's really a bad memories for you and you are scared! You need to let yourself be more stronger! Okay? Hope you can change your name. So you won't think that you are that type of thing. Just what I say to you before. I saw your photos. When I seeing your photos, my mind appeared many view. About you, you and me, your future...I feel proud of you. I can't tell you what I saw, hope 1 day I can tell you :)

From middle of January till now.
I wait for you. About 5 months plus. But dream haven't come true and I failed. I done the bad decision and not enough to be with you. Thanks and you done a right decision. Now, I still waiting. I can't give up, because I found the true. Hope you can know. Sometime feel stress and stupid. What am I doing? I just left the last chance. I will treasure it and won't WASTE this chance. Hope you can give me one more chance.

In the holiday
In holiday, I had a great holiday. I left Malaysia about 10 days and I stay in Europe. I enjoy and hope can visit once again. If you interested, you can visit my FACEBOOK and check it out. I CREATED about 10 albums for this trip. Enjoy and hope you like it.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

18/4/2011

18/4/2011
Is a MEMORABLE day~~~

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Answer

Well,finally I get the answer for 1 week.I wait for 1 week.
Seems like very long,but for me is quite fast.
After I get the answer,feel sad of course.
But I won't mad on you,because this is your decision.I accept.^^
And I'm not expect that you will accept me.Because you told me before you enjoy your single life.
So...I know what you thinking and what you hope.
Anyway,thanks for your final answer.I wait for 1 week already.
Hope we can still be best friend forever!!!XD
Thank You Sam...You gave me a new experience in this moment.^^

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Bad feeling?

I think I have a bad feeling.I don't why have these feeling.
I told her,from SMS,MSN and PM.But,she haven't reply me.
Seems it passed 4 days,and I feel that you read it.
But you haven't reply it.
Few days ago,saw you haven't internet.So,it's fine..
Today,I saw you internet.But...you haven't reply.
You feel I'm annoying?If I was annoying,sorry...
But,I'm very nervous and...worry.Really..
This time,I use the different way to tell her.
You can take some times and think,I won't mind.
But I think I'm stupid?Because she didn't think before.I think.
But hope will think.I think,I will find you on Monday.
I think it's to fast,I think so...
I really don't know what am I thinking about.
Just hope,you can give me a chance.I will appreciate it... :)

Monday, March 14, 2011

I wanna tell you,SAM

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